My thoughts thrown to currents

Rushing through

How I feel

&

What I know

Is real

Tulips strewn across a field

Alive as the storms approach

It’s all too much to lose

Enveloped by the universe as it collides with memory

I need you …

To help me understand how I’ve been here

Time & again

& never learned a fucking thing

Raise my dress to meet your hand

So that the warmth

Can dissolve

Against your skin

As I

Cover my face in shame