For many year now, I have felt the need to write about a few particular years, moments and episodes in my life. I wanted to, but the idea of articulating how I really felt and how I really understood things made me want to take a nap and never talk about any of it.  Recently, I have been thinking about all the same things with a new understanding. I'm definitely not as angry and that certainly helps put things into a perspective much easier to swallow. I still have no idea where I am going to start (although, I may already have a beginning written ...),or how I really want to present my stories, but it is encouraging nonetheless.