I look in on you from time to time. Your impression on me has been lasting. A time in my life that is no longer. Forced memories into the darkest corners of my mind. However; I look in on you from time to time.

I look in on you from time to time. It use to make me smile. Life had taken you on a merited path. I was sure you were happy.

I look in on you from time to time. Time to time happens more frequently now that you've lost him . I cried for you, for your family & for him. I look at you now and I hurt. Ache deep inside, wanting to heal your pain.

I look in on you from time to time. Wondering now if you know I can see through your mask. I don't mean to sound condescending. You are doing everything humanly possible to survive the gut wrenching emptiness you must feel deep within your soul.

I look in on you from time to time. I looked in on you today & my heart broke into pieces. More has been lost in the past six months than I would dare to believe possible. I know you & I knew you well. Your strong and your shield is high. I see it in your eyes.

I look in on you from time to time. I want to wrap my arms around you and tell you life won't always feel this way. But that would be a lie. I wish it to be true. Especially for you.

From time to time I look in on you. There is nothing for anyone to do. So I sit back, sigh and wipe the tears from my eyes; hoping the positive energy, love & support I feel for you quietly creeps into your dreams. Halfway around the world. From time to time I look in on you.

~MC~