17.6.09

It Wasn't Nothing.
Distracted ...
I can’t keep my mind on the task at hand
You’re bad for my work
You make me smile
Sometimes I think it would be easier
If you didn't
Even this next line ...
Isn’t coming out how I want it to
My vision goes blurry
Reliving memories of days past
The conversations
The silences
This does not happen to me ...
You make me feel like I have lost control
I wonder if you realize all this
I would never tell you
It’s probably not good for my health
But it might be ...
You just never know
Could be nothing
I hope it’s not.