29.5.11

There are so many questions,

but there is so little time.
I try so hard to sort things out,
however I am losing my mind.
The answers I seek,
are impossible to find.
Everything is so far out of reach,
killing me inside.

There are so many emotions,
Push them down deep.
Trying so hard to hide,
but my head is too full.
I feel like I could die.
Anger, hate, fear, and pain.
All swirling around in my brain.
I want so badly to let them out,
I want the world to pay.
But I keep it all bottled up inside,
Never revealing what's on my mind.
Until my cup is overflowing,
and it will spill out upon the world,
Torment that will bring my relief.