Make-Believe Lover

Sometimes,

when we played...

you spoke my name.

When your hand slid between my thighs

And my back straightened

And your faithless green eyes glanced into mine

And my pulse quickened

I had to make believe you loved me

And those times

When your breath on my chest

Made my skin scream

And my heart fibrillate

And your fingernails teased

Me hard and

Harder

And your mouth watered

Before your face disappeared

And when your legs finally straddled

My neck

And your eyes rolled

Above your tongue-licked lips

And your moans

Floated down to my buried ears

And my tongue traced circles

Outside to in

And my lips held yours

Firm and gentle

Silky wet

And steamy

And time vanished

I had to make believe I loved you

And when you clenched

And your legs outstretched

And your arching back

Tried to detach

And your carotids swelled

To cut off all sound

From your blushed face

And my hands held fast

To your tight

Spasmic ass

And my mouth

Sucked

Harder

Deeper

And never let up

Even when you

Whimpered

You couldn’t breathe

Even when you fell

Limp and clutched

Your chest and
The room swooned

And you groaned

"noooo"

and I sucked

deeper

and my finger

filled you from

behind and

my nose

teased you

up front

and your arms fell away

as you gave in

and I heard a soft

"oh god, no"

and then

"not, again"

and you whispered

faintly...

 

sometimes when we played

you whispered my name,

and

I made you believe you loved me

~Anonymous